just let me rant and rave for a few moments and then I'll be alright. =P  So don't ask me, "are you okay?"  Just give me a few secs to blow steam (hahah!  inside joke!) and then I'll take a deeeeeep breath and it'll be great again....I think.

*inhaleeeeeeessssss* *exhaaaaallllllleeeeesss*
Kay I'm done blowing steam!  So guess what?  I had a nice mess of cake on me today.  I realized that I seem to be a good target for teasing.  You know, even people who aren't that close to me, ALSO tease mee .  And guess about what?  anythinggg on the face of the planet!  I was stuck between two boys who put cake on either side of my face. heeeehhh.  It's not nice when you turn away on one side and get more on the other!

I went out Sunday to 1u for Melinda's bday.  Pretty normal, but I really shouldn't get lost.  Haha.  We went walking here and there like lost souls to find, guess what? the entrance!  And I realized my sis believes I'm suppose to take care of her but not her me.  Her exact words when asked where i was, "she's older than me.  She can take care of herself."  And I had a dairy queen's blizzard.  mmmmm.  I love DQs.  They're like my awesomest favorite in america.  Now, I would love some swedish fish and strawberry shortcake.

And a day on the beach with the cold wind blowing.  Wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.

okayz, here goes..updates!

Day of Excellence passed which is my school event thingy-majigy where you can show and use your talents.  And of course, there was one...and more...that made me go, "awwww."  I mean c'mon, the little ones are SO cutee! ...AND good! =)  The junior's chorale was one of my favorites..

On a hunch, I thought something looked a bit different in the verse (from the previous post) so I checked it up in a different version, and this time it said, "...those who wait on the Lord..."  Wow!  Firstly, hope and wait are two different that have totally diferent meanings and I've never known anything similar about them.

This verse is really interesting and an awesome promise, but I have a part first --- to hope aaand wait.  I guess it involves both, spending time w/ Him to learn to trust...MORE.  I do trust but gosh, there's some things where I do worry big time.

Blessings come in many disguises...or costumes!  Yup, I'm busy again, working on the plans for the drama at school.  I've been thinking up ideas in between all my doings =P  Means scissors, thread, cloth, and measuring and less schoolwork.  I guess that's a good thing?  Haha.

Oh, remember that awhile back I wrote a post on changes?  Actually, it was way in the beginning of this year when we were all complaining about cliques, new people, and things in school being different.  Read it here.Well, the other day, I was comparing back then to now.

We couldn't do without all those "new" people now, could we?  The new people who made our school so different, who were just a bunch of faces that messed up our normal groups/cliques, are now CLOSE friends that I, for one, am glad for.

You know......everything we so disliked back then worked out to be alright.  And I dunno but for me, I can look back and thank God for all the people, all the joy, all the moments and memories I had.  They're never gonna happen again, but I don't miss it.  I am happy for my NOW.

And I'm glad that w/ a little help I stuck to it even though I didn't like all the change because yeah, the best IS yet to come.  I've learned a lot just from just life going on, and I am gonna try to do my little bit to help others.  Remember that, Lydia.

I hope you're understanding what I'm trying to point out.  Read between the lines =P

nothing to lose, everything to gain? yes, I think so =)

This week has been pretty great.  Lots of different things.

I had nothing better to do one day at school sooooo...I grabbed a book and walked around reading.  Haha.  It was fun and the book was so nice, Anne of Green Gables.  I'm gonna find more! =P  Oh romantic books are nice, Gong.  I'm not the only weirdo to read them, really!!

.....Bee came to my house and was being lame =).....

And yesterday, kay let me start from the beginning, Mr. Fan asked me to redo the bulletin board and as I'm a very short person.  (I'm gonna come up with a medicine for growing taller!)  Anyways, I climed on the couch to do it.  But the couch is very bouncy cause of all the cushions so I took off the bottom cushion.  So there was like the lining there on the bottom that are on couches.  Yeah, I stood on that. BUTTTT it went and broke.  Now, there is a hole in the couch to remind you that Lydia was, is, and will always be there. Hehe.

Then the boys helped me do the library.  It was all the tall guys, plus one short one!, climbing, balancing, and goofing on the tables to stick stuff on the wall.  I realized that tall guys can be really helpful.  Kidding!  It was just nice hang out time =)

...100 cents pleeeasee.  hehe.  i mean then you can enjoy the hundred little parts andddd the whole of like...lifeee.  kay, i'm being random.

My computer is fixed-ie fixed!  Yes, it went and died on me a while back..but uhhh, my house has a lotta comps k so it was pretty okay.  The best part was we noticed when it started to get sick so we saved all the memories.  wheeeee.  The only prob now is that the sound doesn't work and the graphics are messed up.  Like c'mon, it use to have like the coolest graphics..better than the rest.  But oh well, at least it's quit acting up =)

oh and my schoolwork is getting different-er.  Cause I got to use the BOOK to do my test.  Now doesn't that rock socks?  I know!  And the lovely thing is I didn't study before taking the test..okay, I studied for ummm, 5 mins? So I didn't even waste any timeeee.  so happy!  Oh and that means I've finished my accounting subject for good.  Another very good reason to be happy.  Accounting is the most boring, eye-hurting, tedious subject.

Oh goodie gumdrops!  I found a way to read books online, not the whole book but still pretty cool specially if you just read short stories. I haven't read in ages and ages and it's very good for me but I can't find books.  Heh.  I got my chicken soup! and also in real life *winks* =)


I realized that....