So let me ask you.  You don't like a person as a friend until you've first formed an opinion about that person rite?  I mean you always think first if that person's good or bad.  And duhhh, only they're good, will you be friends.  And so it goes, "first impressions count." and so do all impressions.

So first it's a good impression and some respect.  Then friends.  Then trust.  Then close friends.  And only your very close friends, think very well of you rite?  They probably think you're awesome..mine are =D

I just so so so wanna trust rite now but I can't cause yeah, no respect.  And it's like this.  So what are you doing...right.  what you talk about.  what you do.  why.  how.  you never know how you affect people.

I went for a little conference thingy today, and this is what I got.  And those who went are like, "ummmm, how did she get that!?"  Yeah, I know, waaay off topic.  But cause of some things lately, this convo in between really stuck to me..

"Funny how some nonChristians can just be so nice, and some Christians are just awful."  Yes, we were talking about real people I know.  It wasn't really a general statement.

Haze is not at home.  She went for a sleepover.  It's been a long time since she's not been in the house...Lots of advantages and disadvantages to it =P  The house is like so amazingly quiet =D  But I end up having to do all the chores. heh.

And now......I'm sick again.  gah.  I was sick with the sore throat last week and as Fai said: "Why do you also get sick before you worship lead?"  I know, plain awful.  Now, I'm REALLY cold, but I don't have a fever.  Odd? Yes, very.  And my stomach is all, uhhh, jittery.  Feels really queasy.  I'm also sick of doing work.  More of I can't think of anything but my coldness and queasiness.  Better not be stomach flu.  So yeah, today is not actually my day, and like c'mon, it's a Saturday.  I notice I usally get sick on weekends.  pfft.  And I'm more prone to feel out of sorts when I didn't have enough sleep, but then my not enough is actually quite a bit, if you compare it to malaysian standards. *sighs*

And I heard this the other day.
*achoo!* bless me!
Me: hahaha
Get it?  You're suppose to say "excuse me"  SO cute!

NOW, it's back to school.  So fun!  Not.  Back to work mode..

Before I actually start posting, let me do the tag.  I'm too lazy to copy the whole thing so I'll just put the letter k.

Dear Raquel, I don't really know how to tell you this, but I'll join the monastery. I think I realized it when first of May in your camping car and I saw you sit on my father. I'm sure you're ashamed enough to understand that extreme home makeover sucks. I'm returning the pictures from LA to you, but I'll keep your left ear as a memory. You should also know that I never openly mocked a passionate interest for mice.

Best Regards,
Me

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"What do you wanna be?  What are you gonna do after you grduate?  Where are you going to go?  Why are you so smart?  You'll be so young...."

I've been hearing A LOT of this lately.  And honestly, I use to mind big time when people asked me about it, but now I don't really mind.  Cause I realized it's part of the unavoidable in growing up.  Pretty much, I dunno what I want to be and where I'm going but I'm working on it.

I've had really little people, juniors, ask me.  Close friends.  Adults.  Everyone..but only a few said this:"Enjoy life." Doing what I wanna do.  People can expect oh so much, or you can just be so caught up in all the in's and out's if daily life and just doing what you have to do.

But I remember each day is a gift.  Each moment is a blessing.  And each person is special.  I don't need to worry about tomorrow.