Oki dokes!  I have a few days off!  =D  I won't really do the updates rite now even though there have been quite a lot, but just something bout the last few thinks.

First thought: You're just one person in SIX billion.  Six billion, mind you.
Second thought: Everybody who knows you has an opinion about you whether you like it or not.
Third thought: Talking doesn't change ANYthing.
Fourth thought: What people think doesn't matter all the time.  It just matters what the RIGHT people think.
Fifth thought: You make mistakes!

Hah, so what does all that have to do with anything?  A whole lot.

For starters, acceptance is a big thing to most of us rite?  Like c'mon, duh it is.  All of us want to be accepted, and all of us make an opinion about whether a person is "our type" or not, pretty much whether they're cool or not.  And all of us hate it when we hear someone saying something against us.  But then, we also talk a lot about other people and their ways.  So maybe it's a two way thing?

It's wrong, and I'm gonna stop.  I've talked my bit about other people, but hey, it doesn't make my life any better, and it's not like I've run out of things to talk about.  Cause I've learned a big lesson: you can't judge a person's actions if you don't know the full picture.  You'll just end up the loser, big time.

And I get it back; people talking about me.  So what can I do?  I mean everybody already has an opinion about me and I can't change it.  It's awful when it's something bad, but you know what as long as I know I'm doing the right thing, and real friends won't talk till they know the true picture.  Like I always tell myself: the truth always stands out.  No matter what.  It may take a while, but it always does.

Gossip, it kills big time.  Like wildfire.  If you just let it go, it'll eventually head to you.

so I screamed out loud, and now, I feel loooveeelyy.

Okay, I did not scream.  Not like you ever hear me scream.  As my sis says when I say, "If you do that, I'll scream." "I'll do it just to hear you scream."  Cause I somehow can't =P

But with laughter, BIG BIG smiles! (I tell you, toooo cute!) and for brightening my day, it's cool.

Updates:
My voice is messed up =/
I'm sick.  One cause: Sleeping late.  argh.
Math testttt! =/
I went biking. HAH. yup, I did =D

Anyways, I wanted to say:

you know what, I should just...

Say what I wanna say.
Do what I wanna do.
Stop being silent.
Scream out loud. =)
Trust you.
Do something crazy.
Laugh till it hurts.
Make words out of thoughts.
Huuuggg.
Step out.
Be content.
Make a choice and not regret it.
Tell you what I really think.


So YOU'LL ACTUALLY KNOW.

A really belated Happy New Year!

So the start...

School started.  SIGHS.
French class starts tonight.  AHH.
I don't like the word after.
I'm sick of what-not.
I'm thankful for human beings =)

That's all for now.  It'll be a really packed year for me.  Toodles!