Dear you,

I was remembering those days.  The day when we played in the hay and built scarecrows just for fun.  The day you made weird riddles while memorizing.  The day we talked about what you wanted to do for God.  The day we were family.  The pictures, the goofy faces, the SURPRISES.  I was glad to call you my friend.

I'm not missing you if that's what you think.

I'm regretting who you've become.  What happened to you?  To the you who loved God and loved life.  To the you who was the sun for glommy people.  To the you who didn't swear and who always was such fun to talk to.  To the you I trusted and respected.  Why is it all gone?  I know you've changed.  So have I.  But lose everything important along the way?  change your values?  What happened?

Dear friend, I will always care, and you will always be my friend, but whether I can always respect you, that's up to you.